December 12, 2011

WHAT I’m Thankful for - and what I’m NOT

For some reason I was ”sorta” ready to get back to work the day after TG. It’s probably because I do good with routine and following a schedule. This is not to say I have conquered being a major procrastinator and am always late. sigh.  Being off for 4 days was lovely and I had the best weekend. So it’s kinda like an early New Years...I feel motivated, happy and organized.

And, December 1st is this week. I am ready! The start of the holidays, Christmas music, lights, cookies, making crafty stuff (my Mary 2011 card) and the tradition of Alex and me getting a real tree...usually in the cold at the boy scout lot.





























 














So I’m thankful for:
my cute new dog, Ash (we got her in Oct)
the fact that Jim C (my ex) and I get along and be cool with each other.
my son who is a wild cute little video gamer - yet, is wise beyond his years & just...gets it.  Tho, he is a bit sensitive - yeah, like me!  What kid lists the movie “The Pianist” as 1 of his faves since he was 8 or 9? and knows all the words to the Evita soundtrack.
The fact that I have tix to TORI piano-songwriting-goddess AMOS in Chicago!  and love her, and haven’t seen her in like 8 yrs, in fact the last time was at the Fabulous Fox - 2nd row dead center.


And what I’m not. Yes, I’m listing some negatives. cause it’s all a work in progress. everyday. never perfect. and never will be. But I’ll always have a ton of room for gratitude.
my cute dog pees in the house.
my sugar addiction. I eat too much sugar.  And I love it. and prob always will.
I’m still too sensitive...and still working on my overanalyzing. thx adhd.
still am not offically ”working out” blah. Hate being lazy.
stay up too late, then sleep in and don’t ever get to work early, which means I stay later.




 

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